My Dearest Helen —
I will not suffer such a glorious fourth as this to pass without writing you — it is of one of the most beautiful days that has dawned upon Western Iowa during my brief sojourn, and although very warm, yet quite comfortable. We have no grand display, but there seems to be a general rejoicing of hearts, and I was awakened early this morning by the firing of guns, pistols &c, and the general accompaniments which usually usher in this memorable day, teaching the hearts of all true Americans to rejoice that the anniversary of the birth day of our national Independence has come. The American flag floats gently upon the breeze over some of the most public buildings in Town, and as we look up to behold them, we are reminded of the times that "tried men's souls," when our forefathers led forth the infant republic and baptized it again and again in mediterranean's of human blood, drawn from the gushing hearts and mangled forms of her thousands of daring sons who fell upon the hundred fields of Death and contest, which gave to us our National freedom, and we are admonished to be true to our trust —
I have but a short time to write before the mail departs, and I have also to write to my brother
1 in Tennessee, from whom I have this moment heard — I think he must think of coming to Iowa sometime, for he has sent me money to buy him land, and also some for me to use as I judge best. He is well — did think of coming north on a visit soon, but I reckon he has given it up for the present. I looked some for a letter from you by the post just arrived — I am so very anxious to hear how your health is improving — I do not know that I ought to expect one quite so soon, but if I expect more than I should, you must lay it to my over anxiety for your health and welfare. I wish you to write me all how you get along with your indisposition.
You ask in your last if there is much excitement here about
Kansas2 — There is not — We hear some very frightful stories now & then, but most of them come from East of the Mississippi — I am sorry there is so much difficulty in regard to that ill fated territory. There seems to be a disposition on each side to malign and persecute each other as much as possible — There is blame to be attached to both parties — perhaps the Missourians have been the most lawless — in all probability they have — but I am no apologist for fanatics on either side — I trust to Heaven that unhappy Kansas will finally emerge from all difficulties with a free constitution. Sometimes I am very strongly tempted to go to Kansas, but I think it best to let those, who have commenced the battle, fight it out, as Iowa is fine enough for me.
I enclose a ball ticket
3 — Am afraid you can hardly be here in season, if so disposed, as it comes off in a few hours, but if you should, perhaps you would prefer enjoying yourself some other way, which would be very apt to be seconded by me, as I do not dance, therefore I shall not attend, but I will send the ticket that you may know that "civilization"
has arriv' — and that therefore we are "in Town" — I do not much like the idea of balls, but if other people enjoy them, it is none of my business.
But I must close — I hope I shall hear from you very soon — Remember me with every kindness to your mother, & rest of the family — I would love to write you much more, but I could never write you all I would like to tell you, for I have so many thoughts, and such sweet and pleasing ones, of you, —
That our father in Heaven may watch over and preserve you is the loving wish & prayer of your affectionate H—.
At the bottom of the page in small letters, turned upside down, Hudson wrote the word, "Kisses."
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1. William Henry Hudson
2. Apparently the spelling of the territory was in the process of changing from Kanzas to Kansas.3. No ticket was found with the letter.
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